Today I realized that this month makes it 4 years since I last kissed a guy. The guy 4 years ago was my first and only boyfriend, and he never even really liked me. Soon I will be a senior and I will still be just as invisible as I’ve been my whole life. I might as well wear an invisibility cloak or something. Meanwhile, my older brother is waiting to get his second liver transplant. If this one doesn’t work right for his body, none will, meaning he would most likely die within a few years. He also happens to be one of my best friends in the whole world. Anyways…. Thanks again tumblr, for being there to listen to my problems, I feel a lot better now.